Fear

Fear is... inevitable. Whenever we conquer one fear, a new one arises soon enough.

Fear can hold us back from pursuing our dreams, taking chances, and living our life to the fullest.

Imagine life without fear? Being able to wake u every morning without concern or anxiety, happily waiting for your next big adventure. Unfortunately, that is not the world we live in.

Everyday we face various challenges and obstacles which stand in the way of allowing us to achieve our goals. Often, they are associated with our fears. For example, my two biggest fears are:

1. Ending up alone

2. Rejection

Those two are a bad match. I'm so afraid of not finding that person, the one i'll spend the rest of my life with. What if i meet Mr.Right and I don't make the first move because of my fear of rejection? Let's hope Mr.Right will make the first move.

So I've told you about my fears, now tell me about yours. Have they ever held you back from doing something?

I can't wait to hear your stories.

Well that's enough for one day, I'd like to end of this blog with a quote. Here it is:

"Never let the fear of Striking out keep you from playing the game"

-Babe Ruth

Live by these words of wisdom.

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Sometimes we just need a good laugh

Sometimes, were so caught up in the reality of life and are so stressed out, that we often forget to take a moment to step aside from it, and find amusement in the simpler things in life. Between work, school, friends, relationships, family and trying to keep a somewhat decent level of sanity. I, like many of you readers out there, often fall victim to stress. But since it's summer, i have less things to worry about and have had a lot more time to do... well whatever ive wanted to pretty much. Unfortunately, not everyone has this pleasure.

For those of you who are burdened by stress and havent had time to relax, probaly do not have time to google search awesome photos. Fortunately for you all, i do have the time and have found a photo that im sure you will all appreciate.

I know your all laughing at this.

YOUR WELCOME!

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What has happenned to the world?

WARNING: THIS BLOG CONTAINS INFORMATION THAT MAY SHOCK AND DISTURB TRUE CANADIANS AND THOSE WHO LOVE TIM HORTONS. DO NOT CONTINUE READING IF YOU HAVE HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE OR A HISTORY OF HEART ISSUES IN YOUR FAMILY.

YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!

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Ever since it's launch in 1964, Tim Hortons has played a vital role in the Canadian culture. Recently, Tim Hortons decided to expand it's franchise and open restaurants in the United States. I'm sorry, but this is not right. Only Canadians understand the true beauty of a cup of Tim Hortons coffee. Only we can appreciate the deliciousness of the glorious doughnut.

A couple weeks ago my mother and I went down to Buffalo for the day to do a little bit of shopping and we went to Tim Hortons to get a quick bite to eat. While ordering my food, i saw something that made me so angry that i felt the need to cancel my order and immediately leave the restaurant.

So this is how us Canadians know Tim Hortons:


Beautiful is it not? Now, take a look and what Americans have done to our good old Tim Hortons.I apologize for any depression that maybe be inflicted on my readers once they read the following information.

In Tim Hortons in the States, they serve fountain drinks.

Thats right, fountain drinks!

The Company of Tim Hortons has been completely americanized. I know many of you are as appauled as I am. The Americans are ruining a great Canadian tradition. If reading this post made you upset, show your support. Follow my blog and leave a comment!

Well since i am a proud Canadian, I am going to finish my Tim Hortons coffee.

CIAO!


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Is it worth it?

When most people think of faith, they think of religion. The dictionary defines faith as "a belief not based on proof". Pretty much it means that when we have faith in something, whether it be in a religion, a friendship, a cause or an engagment, we have confidence in it and will remain loyal to it. But why do we have faith? How can we be expected to put forth our trust in something without legitimate proof that the sacrifices that we make for it will be worth it?


Having faith in something is a risk we take. If it works out, it can be amazing. Especially if you have faith in a relationship and everything works out. It's the best feeling. But for every good thing that happens, a bad thing happens. What if things don't work out the way you want them too? Truth is, the results can be catastrophic. But it's in our nature to want the best and sometimes it's worth the risk. So what sacrifices have you all made for something you believe in.



Tell me about your faith. And answer this question...


Is it worth it?

the future holds good things for me

I love having a big family. They certainly give me lots of stories to tell my friends but i've gotten to a point where i can't stand them anymore! Tonight, for the first tme in about 5 weeks, i had the house to my myself. Let me tell you, those were 2 and a half hours of quietness, peacefulness and happiness. I just did whatever the fuck i wanted to do. I made my self a huge ass bowl of spaghetti and put on MTV all night. Whenever a familiar song came on, i sang to it. I didn't have to worry about people complaining about my terrible singing voice. The phone rang about 5 times but i couldn't be bothered to answer it.

Life was good.


Unfortunately, all good things come to an end. After two and a half hours of pure awesomeness, my grandmother and one of my brothers returned home and all that happiness and inner peace was immediately taken away. So i did what i normally do, retreat down to my basement bedroom (referred to as the dungeon by my family).


Im just so done with people nagging me and constantly telling me about my faults. Im not stupid, i know that im not perfect and just like everyone else i have faults. For now im best spending as much time as possible away from my house, and the rest of it in my own personal dungeon. Yeah, those are my plans for the summer =/

Oh well, in a couple years i shall be moved out and will spend alot less time with them. Thank god for crappy apartments. Looks like i'll be living in one in a couple years. Lol atleast it'll be my own place. You guy are all invited to my homewarming party.


cheers ;)

maybe my life isnt a never ending series of unfortunate events?

ask anyone, i hae the worst luck. just when things seem to be going good, something happens to ruin it. at this moment i would like to quote my wise friend kevin:

"shit happens... but alot of shit seems to happen to you. but don'y worry, it'll stop... eventually"

well todays events haven't necessarily changed these wise words but it has given me hope that maybe my life will not be a complete disaster. well i guess we all have a streak of bad luck, and im am just going through mine now? only time will tell.

sorry for no details, you guys are just gonna have to figure out my secret some other way.

Parting is such sweet sorrow

Heyy there bloggers! For those of you who didn't know, i'm a huge fan of old english literature (yeah, weird... i know). This, of course includes the works of the great William Shakespeare. In today's post, rather then boring you all with today's events, i would like to talk about one of my favourite Shakspeare quotes which happens to be from the play Romeo and Juliet. Just in case you can't read the cursive on the picture, i'll type it out for you below.

"Parting is such sweet sorrow, that I shall say goodnight till' it be morrow."

I think that this quote is, if not the best then one of the best quotes in Romeo & Juliet. Those who don't believe in young love think that this love story is unrealistic, impulsive and completely naive. Well i'm not going to attempt to chnage their opinions because their right. Young love, in fact all kinds of love is naive and impulsive. We make decisions on impulse without properly thinking them through and can cause mistakes. also, when in love we take chances that make us seem naive. We hope for the best, but are never prepared for the worst.

Ever since the beginning of time, humans have saught inspiration for love from other people's stories, whether they be fictional or real. Personally, i find mine from various films and books but one of the most important ones is Romeo & Juliet. It shows unconditional love filled with passion. And when it all comes down to it, that's what us girls really want. Tue, passionate, unconditional love. Yep, it's as simple as that.

But why did I choose this quote? In my opinion it starts of the plot. While at the Capulet ball, Romeo and Juliet's eyes meet and it's love at first sight. Before leaving for the night, romeo says this quote. Once they are married, Romeo and Juliet fear the reality that they will have to face and the consequences to follow their decision. Their love is so strong that they never wish to be parted from each other because deep down they know that is a member of either family is to find out of their decision then they may never be reunited.

Yeah, so those are just my thoughts. Comment on your thoughts about whether or not you agree or disagree. I'm open to hearing new ideas and opinions. Hope you enjoyed it.

BON SOIRE MES AMIES!!!

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i hate my job

alright, i know everyone bitches and complains about their job but no one has it worse then i do. first off all my boss is the fucking scariest person on the planet. she would make hitler shit his pants. when she calls my house and food basics is on the caller ID i get scared.

but the worst part is the customers. they will ALWAYS find something to complain about. god, like tonite somebody was undercharged and demanded that their groceries be free. i'm sorry but sane people don't complain about saving 30 cents.

so i deal with all these fucking insane customers but since "the customer is always right" you can't argue back with them because they might leave the store. i want them to leave. fucking stupid cunts. im sorry but whoever came up with that bullshit about the customer is always right is actually my fucking mortal enemy cause 99% of the time the customer is completely wrong

ugggh and while were talking about thos horrendous customers i would just like to mention that one of my biggest pet peeves is while i'm at working scanning peoples groceries and they tell me the prices of every single fucking thing there buying. umm, i'm sorry, but last time i checked I was the one in the ugly green polo and i was the one that has been working at the store for 9 months and probaly have a more knowledge on how to do my job... thanks.

and on top of all that bull shit theres those people that are so bored with their own pathetic lives that they need to create rumours and drama at work so everyone else can feel as miserable as they do. i'm sorry but i have a life and i only come to work to make money. they'll be people that i get along with and befriend and they'll be people that i don't get along with but i dont careabout them so much that i have to go out of my way to humiliate them.

im sorry but theres this one girl (who shall be referred to as the "queen bitch) who started a rumour that some girl was a lesbian and was in love with her. uggh you gotta be EXTREMELY ARROGANT, INCONSIDERATE & STUPID to do something like that. NOBODY likes the queen bitch so they obviously didn;t believe the rumour and just gained more reasons to hate her. excellent plan.

i know that north america is going through hard economical times and that I'm lucky to have a job and shouldn't be bitching about to people but i have to.

to the customers: when you come to my store, get your groceries pay for them and LEAVE. i don't want to hear your life story or get yelled at for a mistake someone else made. got a problem? great then take it up with the manager coz' i couldn't give two shis.
get it? got it? good

to the queen bitch: no one likes you. your lucky that you still even have a job because everyone is trying to get you fired. my advice? come to work , do your job and leave. don;t talk to anyone because no one wants to talk to you. and please stop asking me to give you my shifts because i would never want to cause my coworkers the pain of having to see you at a job that they already despise.

i know it's harsh, but it's the truth. alrite well that's enough bitching for one day. i'm gonna go watch a movie.

ADIOS!!!

woohooo exciting day... =/

hello people of the internet, it is day 2 of my blog. today, it's raining outside and this weather is kinda bringing me down. but not everything is awful, this morning i spent two glorious hours baking chocolate chip cookies and eating about half of the cookie dough. by then, my kitchen and I were covered in flour and cookie dough. atleast the cookies turned out well.

another reaosn why im upset, i'm getting a little tired of the music on my itunes so i've been looking for some new bands and songs but i haven;t had any luck. and to top off the day i get to work tonight at my job that i described in my previous entry. lol but as i said earlier life could be worse.

so last night i watched bridget jones diary for the very first time and i loved it (why did i get the feeling that i would be somewhat similar to he rwhen i'm older :S) i have the weirdest... i guess yu could call it a habit???, ever. whenever i watch movies i always think about which character i am most like and which characters are similar to various people in my life.

yeah... call me a weirdo. i'm proud of it =)

alrite so that's it for now

AUREVOIR!

im back

to start off i would like to say hello to my 0 followers, hmmm maybe if i actually start posting things daily i might get the number up to 2?

well forget everything i put on my first post coz it was complete bullshit. truth is, i cant really describe myself in a few words but i'll try my best for you guys. here it goes...

alrite so i have one of the crappiest jobs in the world. im a cashier at a grocery store called Food Basics which just happens to be located in the ghettoest mall in mississauga (technically it is a mall but i consider it aplaza considering that the only stores that receive buisness are the pharmacy, the grocery store, and about 5 chain fast food restaurants) those of you reading have a visual of this horendous place that i am forced to go to. what us teenagers do for money

hmmmm, well when people get to know me they think im this huge party girl. lmao i wish, i mean i love to party but my parents dont let me do shit. oh well, the world better look out because in 3 years and 3 months i will be legal and im telling you, i will fuck shit up :)

ok, so my family is fuckin psycho, i'll try to give you descriptions of it's mmbers. so theres my father (my least favourite person) hes close minded, hardworking, bossy and... well he just pissed me off. we dont exactly see eye to eye if you know what i mean

then theres my mother, the woman who on october 13th, 1994 gave me the gift of life. shes just insane. im so much like her. she gets stressed alot but has a huge heart and always puts others before herself. she loves to laugh and have a good time. something i respect about her: shes bhonest, she speaks her mind and if she gives you a compliment she damn well means it

so im the eldest child and have 3 younger siblings. theres jonathon who is one year younger then me. he kinda keeps to himself and is shy and has an xbox addiction. he doesnt have alot of confidence and hasnt had much success in anything hes done so far in his life but i have a feeling that one day he'll grow up and find his thing.

then theres jacob, the sibling most like me who i also happen to be the closest with. were both super competitive, have good sense of humours and are social. jacob will become a millionaire. im convinced that he will become a famous sports agent. and hes already had like 5 girlfriends even though he hasnt even started highschool. one day hes gonna fall in love and hes gonna treat the girl amazingly

and last but not least, theres laura. shes 5 years younger then me and will be starting middleschool this september. shes daddys little girl. completely spoiled and protected. she will give my mother a hard time as a teenager. shes has like a million friends and is smart in a manipulative way. lol but she can be a sweetheart if she wants to i guess.

alrite, so ive told you about my crappy ass job, my dillusional family and how am super excited to be legal in just over 3 years (lol not like that will stop me :P) btw im warning you all now that i dont plan on spellchecking these things because then im gonna change stuff and i really want this blog to be as honest as possible. i know i didnt talk alot about me but you'll hear about it soon enough. but enough for one nite. its 3:12 am and im sitting alone in my room eating m&ms oh well i guess life could be worse.

well goodnite to the people on the internet, wherever you maybe in the world. expect to be hearing from me soon bitches.

HASTA LA VISTA!!!

(btw im not spanish but i thought it would be fun to end every post in a different language)

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